Hello!

I started this blog as a way to share my own personal journey with God. It’s an unusual journey in that I have faith in God, yet also practice several intuitive gifts, like writing letters of comfort, understanding color messages, and navigating the journey of being different than most normals.

People came here, enjoyed my unique style of encouragement and showing a loving God and this blog had grown rather quickly in the short time I was cultivating it. Still, I did my restless wandering soul thing and wandered into other aspects of my life, feeling like searching for “something”.

This has been a year of searching my soul and talents and things that spark joy. Just when I think I’ve got it figured out, something sways me into another direction. The one thing that hasn’t ever been swayed is my faith in God and the one-on-one relationship we have. The things that really touch my soul are the personal messages I give to people. Many times, these messages touch their soul too. To me, that’s the biggest win-win on the planet.

In this thinking, I’m back here, sharing my oddball way of life, encouraging you to be yourself, build a healthy loving faith in God, and hopefully help you to feel cared for.

What if the good growth scares you?

I’ve got some things going on in my life that are in the developing stages. One step has to happen before the next step, etc. This is actually a good thing for me as changes tend to unsettle me…like digging dirt that’s been minding it’s own business so as to plant something beautiful or helpful there.

That said, change hasn’t always been my best vibe. Maybe some people love reinventing themselves. Maybe others can change their vibe to be sassy one minute, serious the next. Maybe I am overthinking this too. I am probably overthinking it.

So, I am excited and happy with these new changes, even as I am freaking out about them. I am looking forward to this new thing, that new thing. I figure if I’m going through this, there are clear signs these things should be happening right now, then I remind myself that I will also be equipped in anything I need along the way and thereafter.

Are you going through some good changes you’ve wanted? Are you going through some changes you didn’t expect? Do you feel intrigued by the possibilities? Would you rather hide away for a time to ponder, then adjust? Are you like the kid who didn’t want to do something your parent asked you to…kicking and screaming the whole time…then, when you get there, you’re thrilled at what’s going on?!

I believe that I am equipped, even when there are changes I may or may not be aware of, and that means I am okay. I believe the changes will uplevel my life in ways that bring blessings into my life and also a new ease. I believe the changes will also benefit others in some way.

On one of the changes, I wondered what the benefit of it would be. I was told in Spirit that there are people needing what I’m about to offer. It doesn’t get clearer than that. Life has changes from time to time. It’s okay to be fearful, it’s also okay to walk gently forward, whatever brought you here, has brought you into something beautiful, blessed, blissful.

A new project, have you been thinking of one to pursue?

I’ve been told I’d write a book for years. I wrote a little one many years ago about how best to navigate life, some color knowledge, and other tidbits I thought a young person should know. However, I was still getting messages in various readings that there was another book and this one would be of great importance.

I was faced with the “do the book” thought the other day. I am like, “Okay, I will speak on a loving, comforting God”. I figure, maybe I will have enough stuff this time to make something of substance.

Then, the idea came to me to take this opportunity to write about a loving, comforting God in a different way than I’d seen anywhere else. It’s a bit “out of the box”, but then, I’ve been blazing new trails for years, this would be just another trail for people to consider on their journey.

I was talking with a friend yesterday and she gave me another aspect to consider. I said to her, “I am not sure who would even want this when I’m done.” She said she knew of at least one person who would. I also heard, in Spirit, “People want to hear from God, but not necessarily by way of the Bible.” Hmm. I guess that’s that.

On that note, coming soon, I will have a written way for you to consider a loving, comforting path with God in an unusual perspective.

Holiday Sale ~

On my personal page I’ve discounted my Handwritten Hugs from $15 to $10 for the holiday weekend. I felt I could do it here also. So, here in this post is a discount offer for the weekend. The Hugs are handwritten intuitive letters of comfort. Sometimes they’re on a specific topic and that’s completely okay if that’s the situation. Most of the time, they’re writings of what I intuitively feel led to write for the recipient. In just about every letter I write, the words are like magic…touching the soul of the person and filling them with comfort. Some of these letters are treasured for years. I’ve had people contact me to say how their letter came to them at a moment of really feeling chaos and lack. I consider that letter a ray of light that arrives right when it should. This is the gift I am always amazed by. I write, people feel healed or relief for a moment. It’s beyond words.

I’d also like to give a discount for my email correspondence conversations. They are normally $60 for 7 emails. For this weekend, I’ll discount them to $45 for 7 emails. The conversations can be anything from building personal faith stronger, to helping shift your perspective in life from stuck to forward, to helping you understand your psychic gifts. They can even be simple friendship conversations about great dessert recipes or something else about life that’s been unsettling you.

This discount, from 5/24 to 5/26 in 2019.

In all ways, in all days, I hope you find what you’re looking for. Peace and Rainbows.

Who you are? Who are you?

I asked God this morning on what to post for you. He reminded me of my being gifted in reading colors and other psychic gifts. He also reminded me of my faith and ability to build up other people’s faith. Of how I tried for years to “pick a side”, but then would get not very far with either one.

I could attend an online psychic development group one evening, then speak with a man the next in the grocery department about his faith and how God is right there, listening, guiding, loving. Both, in my world, are completely genuine. In each situation, I am uplifting an individual to trust the creation of their own life.

So, are there parts of you not being able to “meld” together? Do you feel as if you can only be a great mother or a great business worker? Does someone in your life ask you to choose? Do you ask yourself to choose? Maybe putting off trying to have a child or adopt because you think it doesn’t “rationally” fit?

If you start any sentence about anything in your life with, “What will people think?” You are not living your life as if you’re meant to create it for yourself. By thinking what other people will think, you’re limiting yourself to what “looks” like the right move.

Let me tell you, I am far from trying to create a life “those people” will be proud of. I’ve done things and even now am looked at by “those people” as if I don’t have my life straight. I’ll admit, there are a lot of things I don’t have straight. Lots of things that may make someone new even think I’m the low person on the totem pole. However, I am happy with the life I’ve created and think I’m awesomely blessed in ways that aren’t “seen” upon the first look.

There may be something in your life you think you don’t have time to add or may seem “frivolous” to other people, but you really, really want to try/pursue/create it. I encourage you to do that very thing. If you feel led, despite what you feel “those people” will think, then follow your feeling.

Somewhere along the way, up ahead in your life, someone will need the bit of you you’re being brave enough to create. If you’re feeling led to be a diverse person, be that diverse person boldly.

Life, are you having fun yet?

There are lots and lots of good things going on about one’s life. Lots of blessings happening, things to be thankful for, people to enjoy the life you’re living with. There are also things that frustrate you, break your heart, and make you cry.

Some days you wonder what you’re living for. Some days you’re super thankful you’re alive and living in that exact moment.

I sometimes think if I pray enough or feel strongly enough about something I’ve asked God for, it will have to happen in the way I want it to. Does it? Not really. I always feel God does know best though and there’s a reason one answer to prayer is one way and another is the other way. Even if I consulted with him, he’d say, “Trust me.”

So, I’ve learned not to make rash decisions out of anger or hurt. I’ve learned to totally enjoy the moment I’m in. I’ve learned to love deeper. I’ve known my faith is always…always there…and even if I decide I’m done with my faith and God in a moment of frustration for how things are going…God is patient and loving…waiting for me to work pass that into fully trusting again.

We’re all human. We all think we know best. We DO our best. That’s all we can do. Life’s still, no matter the ups and downs we live, an awesome journey worth living. It is a great day to be alive. Cheers!

Our Lives are what we Create

I watched a movie yesterday about space-time continuum. It was a fiction, but I’d seen several movies like that before and enjoyed them, Deja-Vu, Butterfly Effect. I find it fascinating. The reason being, each movie, in some way, show how our lives really are what we create within it.

Some things remain the same and that gives the thought we will encounter certain people and have certain experiences regardless of what we consciously choose. Some people believe we map out some of these things before we get here as part of what we want to learn as humans on this Earth. That’s getting on a different spiritual way of thinking, yes, but it is valid for some people.

This is what I believe the most, part of our lives are a series of connections we will encounter and the other part is what we create for ourselves while we’re on the journey. So what’s predestined and what’s created? That’s a question I can’t answer. I think that makes for interesting and actually helps heighten our awareness of our lives. Heightens our depth of feeling what we’re living and creating. Heightens our being in the moment we’re in. Elevates our vibes in such a way as to have a depth to our soul.

Sin, okay. Shame, no.

We went to a Unity church for a time many years ago. On one particular day, the lady was explaining “sin”. She said, “Sin, by definition, means you missed the mark.” I could totally see how that makes sense. That explanation fit in a way nothing else had before. I could agree with that.

We’re not perfect, nor are we meant to be. I believe perfection is an illusion really and to strive for that is just unsettling to one’s soul. Nothing is ever really perfect and if it happens to be so, it isn’t going to stay that way forever.

New cars fall apart, relationships need tending to, children need raising, that perfect job may become obsolete, etc. Life ebbs and flows like water…there is no real constant except your existence in any given moment.

I don’t think there’s room for shame in life. We aren’t perfect. We may miss the mark. We’re doing the best we can with what we’ve got (emotional views, mental views, interactions, etc.). Shame is just someone else saying to you, “You should have been a better person.” You may even be shaming yourself. I think that’s just a way to put up walls, beat yourself up, and tear down your own self-esteem. It’s like knocking down the blocks you’re building in your life because you built a lego tower with red bricks in one corner instead of blue. So what? Are the red blocks doing their job? Do they contribute just like the blue blocks? Did you make a strong, sturdy tower? Don’t knock that thing down, keep building, keep sharing, keep moving forward.

Religion talks about sin and shame, treating a person as if they just can’t seem to get it right in God’s eyes. I don’t think God takes score like that.

I think God wants us to connect with one another. I think he wants us to help others build their towers, cheer them on, and encourage their individuality. I think he wants us to be our best as a sign to other people that it’s okay to do their best, even if it’s different than the norm.

I don’t think connecting with one another means getting a mate and having children to carry on the family line. I do think connecting means checking in on one another, writing a letter, calling someone on the phone, asking if they’re okay and listening to their feelings no matter what they are. I think it’s giving hugs, loving to the best of your ability, teaching what you know to someone else, having compassion for someone who’s going through a tough time of sorts, etc.

This, above all else, is an essential part of what we’re to be doing as human beings. Missing the mark, it happens. Helping one another on our journey, that’s a key right there.

Labrynith the Movie in Life

I did a video on my FB page, Consciously Creating Your Life, last week where I briefly mention Labrynith, the movie with David Bowie, being kind of how life is. I want to expand more on it here.

When the girl gets to the entrance to the labrynith, she is troubled because she doesn’t know where to go or how to get where she needs to be. She only sees miles and miles of straight path. For a moment, she stops the crazy, frantic running and comes across a worm of sorts. As they talk, the worm gives her a clue to begin. This is an awesome way to look at any new project, venture, leap of faith. Don’t get frantic or worrisome or in a panic way as lots of us do. Stop for a moment, look for your own sign, and then take a step forward boldly.

Next, she takes the step onto the new path, eager to begin her journey. As she has stepped off, another worm points out to the first that the girl could have taken another, quicker route and been there in no time. However, that is not the worm she talked to, so she didn’t get that opportunity.

Moving right along now that she’s on this path, it is the longer path, yes. Her clue led her there, yes. It was harder throughout the way, yes. She also learned things about herself, was able to become braver for herself, and she made friends. The longer journey gave her a richer view of her life and what she values.

I am not saying all of us should get the longer journey. I am saying, every day we’re alive, we are making an impact and learning in some way. Sometimes we will get the shorter journey on a project or task. Sometimes we will get the longer one. Both are valid. You matter through all of it. Labrynith, the movie, really is a lesson on life.