How are you handling life today?

Have you gotten that 10th psychic reading this month, looking for answers in the way that you want them to be? Do you get upset when the reading says, “Have patience. Take the leap. Do something different.”

Have you gone to several different church web pages these past months, trying to find a church home? Looking for answers as to what’s right so you don’t do anything “wrong”? Trying to clear your conscious?

Either of those things are you looking outside of yourself for the answers. They aren’t necessarily wrong, but they’re simply clues or advice…not direct action. Only YOU can take direct actions within your life.

When I write any of my handwritten HUGS or give a color reading or a card reading, I’m simply giving advice, maybe an observation…and comfort…to encourage you along your path. Like fresh ideas or fresh avenues to consider that weren’t considered before, etc.

In the end, it’s still up to you. It was always up to you. It will always be…up…to…you.

Your choosing and God’s divineness

We have free will and the ability to choose and create our lives in whatever way we see fit. I completely believe this. I also believe God puts divine incidents in place from time to time, either because we’ve asked for them or because we needed that in the bigger picture of our lives.

You may ask me, “April, how do I tell the difference?” Well, here’s how I see it.

After I had graduated from high school, I had a choice to either go visit some relatives in another state for a month or start trade school. I chose trade school over the adventure. I love gaining knew knowledge and there was new knowledge to be gained at the school.

I met my husband at that school, almost from the first day. I believe God sent him upon my path because he’s exactly what I needed. Looking back now, I am what he needed as well. We’re a magnificent fit for each other in the deeper feelings of the soul.

But, let us look at the bigger picture for a moment. I could have chosen to go visit relatives. Maybe I would have met someone there who understands me. Maybe my future husband would have met another girl within that month. Maybe, after going on the trip, then coming back for school, he would have been right there waiting for me as I arrived at a different time, but still have arrived.

He took a series of actions himself to get him to the point of going to that school. His own journey was filled with his very own choices and that’s the course he created.

Even then, in meeting each other, we still had to test compatibility and get to know one another. That took some time as well. It wasn’t until years later that I understood the depth of what we’d become. That is not to say I thought I “settled” on the next person, but it is to say God knew we needed each other and the “why” of us needing each other. It was a match made in divineness.

So, while I’m making choices and he’s making choices, we came upon each other in divineness and made the choice to be together and stuck like glue ever since.

I could throw in other possibilities…such as…. I could have met someone else that would have been a benefit to my life. He could have met someone else who would have been beneficial to his life. I don’t necessarily think there is only the ONE solution as this world is so vast and diverse and filled with many choices of people and situations to encounter. I do think some choices are because of divine intervention for a better life in ways that matter to us and for bigger picture reasons as well.

If I wouldn’t have met my husband, I don’t know that I would have explored the psychic arts. I may not have realized my talents and gifts or even felt okay to use them. My intuition would have been heightened as I was using that in my waitressing career long before I explored those avenues, but the other things, who knows.

This isn’t to say I couldn’t have met someone else who would have given me the tools and knowledge to explore the psychic arts, there are many people in this world and I could have made a friend or found another partner who was one to explore those paths as well, etc. So, I could have ignored the “divineness” put upon my path with my current husband and done something else. I think about that from time to time of how ordinary my life would have been had I either stayed with someone else I dated or found someone else along those lines as opposed to meeting my husband. The possibilities are endless really. Our choices in life are great, how we create and go forward is such a magical, magnificent realm of possibilities. Amazing.

So, in this way, God’s divine intervention allowed for a “best case scenario” of needs from each of us as well as the start of my journey into developing my gifts to today, writing this blog for you.

This is how I see the difference between what we choose and what God divinely puts before us. I hope, in some way, it makes sense. Look at your own life, see how things transpired to get you to this point.

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Keep shining!

Gifts, God, and Jesus

I believe all of us have gifts and talents meant for us to shine and share and uplift. How do you feel about that? Do you believe you’ve got something extra? I believe you do. I believe each person does. Sometimes those extras need more refining, like singing or learning the human body to become a doctor in some way. Other times, they come easier and may seem like just something you’re good at, like making apple pie or listening to a friend’s troubles.

What about psychic gifts? I believe these are valid God given gifts and talents. I was just stating online how I tried to separate the two in my own life. According to the people holding the Bible, the things I do are considered sins. However, if one were to look closer at certain aspects of the Bible, the Jesus they speak of that saves them is also the Jesus that prophesied, healed the sick, and listened to God directly.

To deny any of these spiritual gifts is to deny Jesus in some way. I mean, if the Bible says he did these things and that we are made of God just like he is, then it stands to reason that we’re all gifted in some way and some of us are spiritually gifted in ways that Jesus was.

I have said before and will say this many times, Jesus came to teach us how to live our lives with a loving God presence. The fact that he asked God to forgive people is something he chose to do. He chose this, in my thinking, because people were not listening to his messages all along. They were still lost sheep.

If you’re looking to follow the Bible to find God, start with Jesus’ life, make notes. See how you feel about things then. For me, I’ve been listening to God for years on a personal level. Sometimes he directs me to Bible verses as needed, but mostly he directs me in other ways.

I am psychically gifted and have solid faith in God. This is the path I live. I know not everyone will understand it. I’m okay with this. I am here to be of service for those who are seeking something different and may need my guidance or words of comfort.

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As always, your light shining is a fabulous thing! 🙂

God Called

I’ve been trying to create a business/career of my own for years now. I figured long ago if I worked hard for someone else, why can’t I work hard for myself. It’s been a journey that I haven’t quite gotten anywhere with, yet evolving has happened.

I tried many things, making jewelry, learning life insurance, baking cakes, dying scarves, crocheting items, etc. I learned lots of different things along the way and also learned other intuitive skills that I discovered I have. The list is rather long and still doesn’t encompass very much. That in itself is amazing to me. My main specialties include reading colors (from random picks to whole wardrobe choices), writing intuitive encouragement/comfort letters (still my favorite), to giving intuitive advice in random spoken conversation (I’ve hit lots of bulls eyes with this one).

So, I have gained more skills and more knowledge. That’s awesome, yet none of it has created a business that’s sustained me and my family.

I’ve always said it must be divine timing more than my own wants because I’ve tried to become many different things. I’ve even thought of becoming a preacher of God’s love, but that’s just too big of shoes to fill I think.

Sometimes, when there’s a quiet moment, memories that become insight show up. There are two distinct memories that showed up about this and it’s when “God Called”. It totally speaks of divine timing and that’s a cue for me to just chill, relax, and flow.

So, here’s the two memories. Joyce Meyer said she was called by God to start a ministry. She was okay with that, tried to work another job in her “starting out/transitioning” stage, but the job kept getting in the way of her ministry. It’s what God wanted her to now focus on and he was being stern about it. So, she let go of how she thought she should make her living and became a full-time minister because that was her divine timing and direct direction from God at that time. It wouldn’t have worked before that time. It may not have worked if she’d have passed it on by. It worked in the time God spoke to her directly about using her gifts exclusively to be of service.

The other memory is a recent one and that’s probably how this whole “pondering thoughts for my own life” bit happened. I was watching a conference on YouTube involving Carol Pate. She got into how her life evolved into becoming a psychic detective. I was fascinated. The bit about divine timing though…okay. She says she was working full-time for a major corporation, then was offered a better job with more incentives several states away. While she pondered that, a career she was doing well at, God called her into going full-time with her psychic gifts to become a psychic detective. She said didn’t expect that, had no clue really where to begin, but God said it was time. So she followed God’s lead and that’s what she does.

In a quiet moment, these thoughts were brought to my attention and helped me see that divine timing is as crucial as I think it is. It is best for me to do what I do, make the most of every day, and flow with how things are going. If I see God in one minute, he’s there in the next…this includes areas of my life I am trying to “push” forward. Life isn’t meant to be pushed. Explored, sure. Bravery, absolutely. Sharing Love, yes.

Having Faith

What does this mean? This means many different things to many different people. This post may help your path; then again, it may not. I am not looking to convince you or convert you. I am simply going to write a little bit about what it could mean to have faith. You can do what you like with it.

I believe faith is a very personal thing. Some people read their bible religiously and “wear” their faith every minute of every day. Others go to church on Sunday morning, maybe looking for some peace, maybe trying to wash away all that they’ve done that week.

For me, as long as I can recall, I have trusted God. I sometimes get angry with him, fuss, stop communicating like a pouting child, then go back to knowing I’m in his grace and care. It goes on like this…through the years.

People have told me I can’t act like that. Why shouldn’t I?! God already knows I am a moody woman. He knows I pray about some things, get frustrated about others, and wonder why some of my prayers aren’t answered “yesterday”. If he wanted to be in a partnership with someone less moody, there’s plenty to choose from.

However, God, according to my understanding, is there as long as he’s invited. In that thinking, he’s there for me no matter my moods. He understands me.

I believe my own relationship with God is like most everything else in my life, a lot different from the norm. I read the bible only if a verse comes to mind in some way, either one I love, someone gave to me, or need to look up specifics. I sometimes go to church, sometimes not. I believe it’s a one-on-one relationship whereby God contributes as much as I ask for, allow, and trust.

I also believe everyone has to find the spiritual path that speaks to their soul. Sometimes people don’t believe they have souls so they’re not open to anything of that nature and that’s okay. Other people believe in spiritual paths that aren’t of the acceptable God persuasion, like Wiccan, Pagan, or something such.

I can talk with them just as well as I talk with anyone else. I can only help to build faith in someone looking for the kind of faith I have. Wow, that’s profound even for me this morning. Did you read it? Did it sink in? Read it again. It’s a powerful statement.

With all of that faith, I am still a highly gifted intuitive who believes in talking with spirits and spiritual helpers (angels and people). This puts me in a strange spot. To be truthful, it was an uncomfortable spot for many years. It’s hard to talk with many religious people about being gifted in this way because lots of people believe the two shouldn’t mix. Well, they do, in me. I believe in God for my uniqueness and that’s what I claim.

Now, all that said, what about having faith? Have I touched on that yet? I hope so. Maybe not. Having faith, in my thinking, means trusting God and following the flow of guidance for being helpful to others, being true to oneself, and knowing I am always loved.

How do you do that? You feel the answers within yourself and go with that. Lots of people call this intuition. Lots of them call it God’s Guidance. I believe, no matter one’s path, it IS the guidance of one’s truth.

I believe it’s okay to make mistakes and get it wrong. I don’t believe it’s about shame or somehow not thinking you are enough. Doing your best is what it’s all about. Some days your best may be awesome. Other days your best may be trying to think only positive thoughts and eating one meal that day.

You are unique. There is no one else in this world like you. No one else in this world that can make a difference like you. Because of this, you are enough. YOU are ALWAYS enough.

I hope I’ve touched on having faith here. I am feeling in the zone and may write more about it for the next post. Enjoy.

Who you are? Who are you?

I asked God this morning on what to post for you. He reminded me of my being gifted in reading colors and other psychic gifts. He also reminded me of my faith and ability to build up other people’s faith. Of how I tried for years to “pick a side”, but then would get not very far with either one.

I could attend an online psychic development group one evening, then speak with a man the next in the grocery department about his faith and how God is right there, listening, guiding, loving. Both, in my world, are completely genuine. In each situation, I am uplifting an individual to trust the creation of their own life.

So, are there parts of you not being able to “meld” together? Do you feel as if you can only be a great mother or a great business worker? Does someone in your life ask you to choose? Do you ask yourself to choose? Maybe putting off trying to have a child or adopt because you think it doesn’t “rationally” fit?

If you start any sentence about anything in your life with, “What will people think?” You are not living your life as if you’re meant to create it for yourself. By thinking what other people will think, you’re limiting yourself to what “looks” like the right move.

Let me tell you, I am far from trying to create a life “those people” will be proud of. I’ve done things and even now am looked at by “those people” as if I don’t have my life straight. I’ll admit, there are a lot of things I don’t have straight. Lots of things that may make someone new even think I’m the low person on the totem pole. However, I am happy with the life I’ve created and think I’m awesomely blessed in ways that aren’t “seen” upon the first look.

There may be something in your life you think you don’t have time to add or may seem “frivolous” to other people, but you really, really want to try/pursue/create it. I encourage you to do that very thing. If you feel led, despite what you feel “those people” will think, then follow your feeling.

Somewhere along the way, up ahead in your life, someone will need the bit of you you’re being brave enough to create. If you’re feeling led to be a diverse person, be that diverse person boldly.

Thoughts and Perspectives, Bible

I’ve been researching lots as of late…trying to seek out more of my personal path. I want to let go of the panic, fear, and worry in certain areas of my life…to have more room for grace, love, and right direction.

In the process, I’ve come across Bible talking, verses to explore, and a new insight into validation for my perspective. I’m not one to explore the Bible more than what God gives to me because I know it’s a tricky slope to wander.

There are some people completely sure of the words in their Bible; however, there are also many versions of the Bible with different perspectives and guidelines they follow. A Pentecostal clearly sees the Bible differently than a Catholic. A Jehovah’s Witness has a different perspective than a Baptist. I am not saying any of them are wrong as it’s what each person feels in their heart to be truth words to them. I am saying it proves this world is much more diverse and needs more understanding of each other than just, “Are you saved?”

Some people tell us psychics we’re wrong and not following God in our life. One of my biggest eye openers this week was being reminded that Jesus appeared after his death several times, in spirit. That means he appeared to someone having the ability to see him. That right there is considered a psychic phenomena.

I was also comforted by the verse 1 Peter 4:10, which states “use the gifts you are given”. It says directly that God gave gifts. I believe everyone is known for something that people seek them out for. It could be a great apple pie, organizing books, or being a doctor. It is something unique to that no one else does quite like anyone else.

My ongoing analogy in this area is the gift of singing. There are lots of songs many different singers cover. Because each person’s voice is unique, despite them singing the same exact song with most of the same exact tune, each version is different. That’s how it is. That’s the beauty of differences.

Being psychic, all the answers? No.

One thing I’ve learned from being psychic is that I don’t have all the answers. People like to challenge and ask what the winning lottery numbers are or to guess what they’re thinking. That’s ridiculous in some ways. Being more intuitive and knowing some things because we’ve got the communication flowing between us and spirits, doesn’t mean we want you to act like we’re in a freak show.

We’re people going through life, sorting out our own stuff, just like everyone else. There isn’t really a “better view” for us than for you. I sometimes think that I should have a better life because I’m more “in the know”, but that’s really not how it works.

I’ve got things to sort out in my own life, relationships to build, people to encourage, my faith to keep me in comfort. My “extra” just happens to be an intuitive one. Someone else’s “extra” can be taking care of patients, growing flowers, discovering new worlds in space, etc.

I sometimes get psychic readings for myself. Some people can insight for themselves. I prefer a different perspective and one not clouded by my own feelings. While getting readings are good sometimes (and sometimes they’re not), they should be considered as thoughts to ponder in addition to what you’re feeling.

Several reasons…. 1. Regardless of what a reader tells you, it is up to you to make the decisions in your life. No one should have more control than you about what you have going on, how you’re handling it, and what you’re going to do about it. 2. Even if someone predicted something for you ahead, it’s still ahead and you still have to work your way there. 3. Not all predictions will happen. You are creating your life in every day and you could do something radically different one day that causes your life to shift on a completely different path than the one that was predicted.

I hope this helps in some way as you give this post thought. We’re all working on our individual lives in every moment of every day. There are helping hands that come in many forms…guidance from many avenues…but it’s still for you to choose and figure out.

Meet in the Middle Zone

You may have grown into someone different than who you were raised to be. Something within you sparked a completely different path, one that is nothing like what was envisioned for you by your parents or relatives. It may even be a path you didn’t expect to find yourself on. Thinking on it in this moment, I fit all of the above.

I grew up in a small town, Catholic, a very ordinary childhood. I figure, probably like my parents, I’d find the right person, get married, and live a very ordinary adulthood. Somewhere in that vision, God had something else in mind entirely. I became the person doing all of the unconventional things, blazing new trails where none were blazed before…at all…in my family dynamics.

Through various life happenings, I became a gifted psychic, my faith in God stronger than ever before, and, somehow, a “mother hen” of sorts.

Your path may have grown in a way different than mine, but it definitely fits the “not how I pictured it” group. So what do I mean about the “meet in the middle” zone?

Sometimes we grow in such ways that are really different than how we grew up. Through our freedom of choice, discovering ourselves, and blazing these new trails, we become something that can never go back to the way things were. The people of our origin, our parents/family/caretakers, are still back there…in that space of what was.

Sometimes the gap is too wide to jump, sometimes there are ways to grow together, and sometimes…it is hopeful to find that space in the middle.

How do you find that space in the middle? In my thinking, you become crafty in your conversations. Maybe you could meet for lunch and only talk about neutral topics? Maybe you can write letters to each other, wording things carefully while still expressing your love for each other? The uppermost thought isn’t to convince the person WHY they must accept your new path, but to share the love that remains between you. Some subjects, no matter how real and alive they may be in your life or their life, have to become off limits. There is no room for understanding or support for them at this time. Maybe in the future? Maybe not? That has to be accepted.

I hope, if you’re reading this and can totally relate, that you find the middle ground you’re looking for with someone. There are situations where you must let go completely and that’s another topic for another post, but…for love…the middle ground is a zone worth exploring.

Holding Dreams, too big, too bold?

I woke up this morning with the thought I get from time to time. One of teaching about God as Love. It sometimes overpowers me, this thought. To share with as many people as possible…sometimes I see an audience full of people, sometimes just one person face to face…that God simply wants to love you, help guide you, and keep you in his grace.

Then I think, “Who would listen to me? I wouldn’t be teaching from a Bible, but rather from a one-on-one connection as I personally live it. That’s a tall order and makes me feel I’m up against ‘the others’.”

I’ve lived a defensive life for a lot of different reasons at different times. Right now it’s because I do things differently and march to my own drummer. I’m definitely one to pave a new trail and encourage others to do the same. There are worlds to be discovered and a boldness waiting to be harnessed!!

I hesitate with this though. I make fear excuses because I just know someone is going to tell me what I’m doing wrong, especially being psychic too. Being prepared for the defensiveness can be easier and better than I thought though. Maybe I can respond with kindness and care, then let it be.

I am not out to convince the whole world of God’s love. I am simply a tool used by God to speak to those willing to listen. I’ve done it several times already, spoken to those who want a loving God and telling them it’s completely possible to have that. I have personally seen the look of relief and comfort on their faces. The change from thinking God is abandoning them for not sticking to the rules, to realizing it’s really all about love and possibilities and something better than it was before.

Every time this has happened, I’ve felt God so deeply and been so moved, that it really is beyond words. So, maybe this is just a random post about dreams so deep I’m scared to take them. Maybe this is a post about the dreams you hold so close too. Maybe, just maybe, it’s a post about declaring I’m willing to be available and not fearful for all of the awesome possibilities ahead in living that dream. Cheers!!!